Let's consider a typical scenario... A boy just like u and me,has severe doubts about his real(not current) love interest. I mean,he knows the ones that stand out from the rest,it's just that he cannot pick one from this extended list!! yeah...like most "my-friends-dream" stories..you can guess who this boy is...!!
Lemme get to the point... everyday,he gets to look at the ppl that mean most to him...the ones of which one could make his life pure,at the beginning, and pure hell later on...! He keeps looking for signs...God's signs,friends signs,love signs,traffic,weather...and so on... But after a certain point of time,he feels dejected...when he doesn't receive any signs...
He looks deep into the eyes of the ones he holds dear...and each of them give him a sign week after week.. Some together in the same week, while not at all during some other times..He keeps thinking..."am i doing this right?", "is it right to love more than one?", "i mean,i haven't yet told her (read: them)..."...These are the average moments that I mentioned about earlier..
Now,let's get to the brilliant ones...These u don't have to analyse...They're in your face... The moments where everything around this gal and you seems to slow down (like an 80's slow motion typical Bollywood song), moments where you suddenly develop a tunnel vision (ppl,places,things..all these don't matter at this instant), moments where your desire to tell her abt your love exceeds your love for her itself... And this,of course happens with multiple gals... Why?? Beats me....!!
I've often wondered how ppl actually think of love as something that can be started from a one-sided thingy and then plan to turn it into a two-way love... In reality,persistence for pursuit of love is arguably a foolish thing. You will regret it years down the line... Why,oh why didn't I look for someone else?? why did I waste my time trying to 'woo' this gal when she was least interested in me? Why am i like this? How is it that ppl around me that are equally dumb/smart(as u may state it) have a gal in their arms and I don't?
These questions never seem to have a 4 point answer...I wish there was this blog somewhere that God secretly maintained that contained tips for ppl who have questions like this... but I simply love the human tendency to blab even such a secretive blog to others..Out of pity, for appraisal, or God-alone-knows what other reasons...
Well,as I end this I still think of what could be the answer that we seek? Why do we not know what we want? And once we do,why do we not know how to get it? And if we do get it, are we really happy? And if we are happy,who is there beside you to share it with? (Last question,I promise...) And if we do find someone to share this 'moment' with,will it last?
To be or not to be single...That is the question I think Shakespeare would be turning in his grave over...
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