Today she went from a dear shortened name to the one the whole world knows her by.
Today she went from being the pain I fondly lodged in my heart to the pain I don't know if I want to hold on to.
Today I questioned the love I had for her because I had to question her love for me.
Today I realized the inevitability of the world we live in, how different despite it being the same world.
Today I sought once more her approval, once more to appease her, to see in her eyes the truth I so badly want to find.
Today I sunk the maniac heart to the depths of its madness to see once more if a reason existed to persist.
Today I realized the timelessness of strength and the uselessness of experience in matters of the heart.
Today more than yesterday and much more than the day before, I realized how strong my affinity to her is..
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